I've been absent from writing lately
as I have been otherwise occupied and not “felt” the desire
or need to write. However, on my way home this evening I was
listening to “worship” radio and began to think about what really
constituted a “worship” song. While ruminating, the thought struck
me “you need to write about this.” However while booting up
the computer and getting my supper ready, I became aware of a much
larger topic I needed to write on.... being opinionated!
Lately, I've come to discover
just how opinionated I am and vocal with my opinion at times. I went
to Webster's to look up this word and its meaning. I was
dumbfounded to say the least and a wee bit convicted. Webster's
defines "opinion" as a noun meaning “View; belief; conviction (good,
right?) However, the adjective form of the word (opinionated) is
defined as “Bigoted; prejudiced,” OUCH! To be a bigot, you must
reach the point of being intolerant. So a question - have I indeed
become intolerant by holding strong opinions?
I often say in regards to others
“everyone has the right to be wrong, including myself,” and I
believe this statement. Everyone has the right to hold an opinion,
and tolerance comes when I'm willing to hear the person out;
respectfully consider their view, and whether or not I agree in the end, not take offense. So okay, maybe I'm not a bigot, however.....While looking up “opinion” the
pages fell open to “supercilious,” an adjective meaning
“disdainful; contemptuous; arrogant.” (It's amazing how GOD
directs even in non biblical reference books!) Now, I am more than a
wee bit convicted, for I fear I may have left the shadowy realm of being opinionated and entered the dark world of supercilious.
I like the
word supercilious, not because of its meaning, but because of its
sound and the picture it paints in my mind (I like descriptive
words.) When I say the word , “super-ccccilllll-ious” I hear the
hissing of a snake, as it slithers through the garden of my thoughts
and emotions. I can hear how sinister it is to be disdainful,
contemptuous and arrogant. And similar to a snake, it can hide
beneath the flowers and statues of my subconscious. I am reminded of
how insidious these feelings can be, and just as tempting as the
snake was in Eden. While I hold strong views, beliefs and convictions; guideposts
for my life, I pray against becoming arrogant, contemptuous and
disdaining of others in my heart. I'm not sure how the snake enters,
but I don't want that black, tongue flicking, venom spitting creature
in my garden! As always this is my opinion, respectfully submitted
for your enjoyment, whether you agree or not.
